its about English

Assalammualaikum (like maria said Assalammualaikum tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab Syg)

mostly people will think that speechless mean 'tak terkate'. . . .
but the fact is, speechless also mean 'terkedu' . . .'kelu'. . .
lot's of meaning for one words. . . it is not fair but that the truth. . .

I've learn many thing. how to improve my skill in communication. i know that my English are still beginning and lot of thing that i must learn. Soo people not laugh at me. even i not an educated people like others out there.

to be honest. i make this blog because i want to improve my skills. and i know that i have a talent in communication in English and writing.lot mistake that i've done.  it's ok if someone want to give some reprimand about my words using or w.ever. . . i take that as positive.

what i know about English is 'a word bring a lot of meaning'. yea. . . it have a several meaning. . . like i gave example just now. for some people. ..  it's really complicated to know the meaning. . . confuse, which one the meaning of that word. either this . . . or that. . . (i know because that was my past. . hehe) . . .. so my advice is. read a lot of books. when we read the book. . . we can get a lot of word. a billion of words and we can know the meaning of word by just read the book. . . . amazing rite. i know maybe reader will think that this is ridiculous. . . but believe me. . . this is my experience. . . and i've try  this method. it works. other method is listen the song. the English song. i know it sounds like weird. but hey! you try first. then see how it works. or just watch the movie/series/drama. . . ( i mean English m/s/d)-(malas gler vavi). u read the subtitle+watch the way they express them self = then you will get that/ know the meaning of that words. . .

why English are more important. . . because that language has been use around the world. we go to every country in this word use English language.  . . . although country like japan, mongolia and israel, middle east asia not use english well but still. . . English is important. . .

we should realize that country like . . . malaysia. . . still a developing country . . lots of thing need to learn. we don't have any technology like other developed countries like United State of America, United Kingdom, European country and Japan and so on. . .  we use computer. . . but computer use English. . not malay language. we watch the movie, they use english language. you go book store, they use english. even you go to interview, they will speak in english and test your skill in communication, the way you speak, the personality and so on. . thats kill rite. . . so the moral of story is. . . learn english for own/others benefit.

salam.

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movie like a shit.

Lots of drama today like . . . SHIT!
why i type like that? because the producer don't have enough money,
the director don't have any excellent idea
plus the actor act like a shit. everything were shit.

i mean the local industry.
not the international film/series industry.
but still the local music industry look quite great. same level like the others.

people today should realize that today, movie or drama should be more superb. more splendid and brilliant.
like i watch on channel AXN/FOX/DIVA or etc. everything is about science plus math. like CSI. how the forensic do their job to solve the case?. how they manage the crime scene?. how they can prove the evident. and find the killer and proxy.?
i know it's hard to believe, how they kill or been killed. the DNA. but hey!. . . everything can happen today. nothing impossible. i believe if in our local drama/movie industry like that. people can start realize that we faced the challenge and the future were tough. 
another example like NUMBERS. 
how cops solve the mystery by using math equation. 
they relate what they have learn in class to real situation.
i know it's quite tough need a study and stund man but still the benefit will get both. 
do something not just because of profit or etc. 

student can know the truth. the reality that happen outside today. and can realize what will happen in the future. 
look, everyday, when i switch on the TV, the story will be about married, love, family manners, what the fuck. people like child 6-12 will think that love are inportant and love is just about satisfied the lust. what was shit.  and on thursday night. the story about ghost. hmm.. all this just a piece of shit. piece of crap. 

should stop it before this industry destroyed ,dormant or no response. . . . 
sincere from me. . . :P

random

today. the day still sad. raining. but that's not stop me from online the internet 24/7. . .
it's been long time haven't put the new entry. lot's of random things happen.
perhaps i can share a few story.

the final was near around the corner. i'm afraid. that i can't perform well. i'm afraid if i still make a same mistake. my parent told me this is final chance me to study. soo i must finish it and there's no play time. but yet. i still can online the internet 24/7

little big rough day happen recently. push me to the limit to finish my study. that was really brutal, fatal, viral.
i never felt like this. tired. sit and stared monitor, typing the word. do the report. create awesome words so lecturer can give bonus mark.

the test were really damn bad plus really disappointed. . . the lecturer just like cruel. i know there's a gap between lecturer and student. but they should not be cruel like this even i know we face the future cruel challenge and there will be no sorry for those can't make it. hmm...

i've try everything. but yet. the result was really damnful.
i want to cry. but i can't. afraid people laugh at me.


work station.
feel like people cool. lot's of  new thing happen. . .
lot's of new idea.
hopefully everything were just fine. . .

nanana

the current issue.
the latest bout people surround me.
im just felt that people always look at me. i don't know. why. . .
im didn't scared bout that but hey, why?
don't they think that it make me felt awkward. and think what wrong with me.? what wrong with them..?
until now i still wonder why people look at me.. mmm..

recently, i always think bout future. why i must in this situation .
i start realize, that day by day. life getting tough. getting hard from day to day.
people now day look at the bright people. like me... there's nothing at me..
i'm not an educated people like other's. i'm not good enough . . . fall in love but I've been dump.
even that happen i still love her. till now.

today, i'm alone in my room. type the words.. and read others blog. kind like shit. but hey, i'm felt easy with this. my life not like other that can have sex, go have a party. go have a drink with friends, close friends, people in the big party. mmm.. i'm not like that. because i'm bored. i'm easy felt bored when i hangout in that crowded places. felt simple, and bored and lame.. and nerd..

in a week. 2 days have a class.. and another 5 days just sit back in my room.. kind like lame. but that's my life. mmm... i like read this blog. hanna nabiella.. miss always late.. that blog was really cute. lots of information.. and funny story. yea.. funny story..
i start like her but she already have someone. but its o.k.. she didn't know bout it anyway.
and will never know bout that..
in that blog, have the information bout how make money using the blog. the facebook and so on..
i try. but nothing.. . . hmm.. maybe there's no luck..

really bored rite now.. hmm

the king's speech. . .

today entry is about king. that are stammer. I've already watch it many time and still i watch it.

there is no feel bored when i watch this movie. learn their language, learn the way they talk. learn culture.

learn about other country that still use monarchy as their administration system. and lots of thing.

let me tell a little bit bout this story. short.

 the king's speech.

the story about king george VI. his majesty was a stammer. lot's of people expect he can speech well like his father king george V. when 

i watch this movie. make me realize that even royal family has its own feebleness. and make me think. 

why everyone want he became the king. i watch it and learn to understand every words, every scene and every chapter.

part that i love the most is when the king and the men behind of the king( Lionel Logue) talk. before that his majesty wife go find Lionel Logue to cure her husband duke of york (king george VI). Lionel Logue interview his king. the king was really mad when Lionel Logue ask about his majesty personal matter. the word's 'i'm not here to discuss personal matter '. Lionel Logue said, 'then why are you here?'. the king mad 'because im bloody stammer!'

even king need help. i thought king didn't need any help because everything can get. 

everything can be done. simply by just ask. 

its the most superb and marvelous story that i ever see before. 

the king learn to push him self and speak to their people to stand and pray to strive and achieve the victory. 

in world war 2 by Lionel Logue help. at the end of story. his majesty king george VI and Lionel Logue become friends. 

'king george VI made Lionel Logue a commander of the royal victorian order in 1944'

                                                                                       the king's speech_

for those who still not watch this movie.i recommend you to try watch this movie. this movie can open your eyes. 

make you realize something. 'maybe' . . . .  and perhaps maybe can make your english more better ^_^ 

stupid laa

salam.

yea. that's the topic entry for today. 

stupid. everybody can't run from this word. stupid. 

to make it clear. everybody in this world were stupid. why i type like that. 

because it is obviously that people are stupid. look at this situation. 

for example like lord of the ring. the ending of this story is they destroy the ring and then the big bird save the heroes. why at beginning of story not use that big eagle go to mordor place and destroy it. hmm.. people love create difficult situation. 

second example that i can give is. like unisel.

if student didn't register subject, they will compound student and blame them. what the hell. why don't breach the system then sign up that subject. i know everything in this world need money but is it necessary to make student life suffer and block their way to change their future. hmm... 

let's change it. make it simple. don't make people miserable or let them live in cruel time and indecent time. 

let's make this world, moment in this life the most precious. and lets be smart not stupid. hahaha.. 

today

let me think first. zzzzz... many thing play in my head rite now. 

i know, it's hard to explain it. but let's face it. it play in my head like a song.

im 22 year's old. and i know it's hard to believe, i'm getting old and old rite now. today is not my birthday.

weird rite. it's random. i can post anything what i want. what's play in my head i post it in blog. it can be an hour type a new entry. 

i look at my face. it's really eerrr.. i need to see a doctor rite now. but never mind. i can go see the doctor tomorrow or maybe later. it's hard for me to except the truth that i'm single again. maybe because i'm poor. lot's of disadvantage and weakness. everybody have their own weakness but..... maybe level of my weakness are more than others. 

let's face it. there is no happiness. there is no happily ever after. because why? because in this life. one thing that we need to except is everyday we face the next test of life. today we laugh, maybe next day we cry. we always cry. we try to laugh everyday. we try but in our daily life. problem always with us. accept it. 

i want be successful people i want that. i try and want to prove it. people always underestimate  me. because im not good in academic. hmm.. people look at me like a people who does'n have future. hmm.. 

tonight im busted.