nanana

the current issue.
the latest bout people surround me.
im just felt that people always look at me. i don't know. why. . .
im didn't scared bout that but hey, why?
don't they think that it make me felt awkward. and think what wrong with me.? what wrong with them..?
until now i still wonder why people look at me.. mmm..

recently, i always think bout future. why i must in this situation .
i start realize, that day by day. life getting tough. getting hard from day to day.
people now day look at the bright people. like me... there's nothing at me..
i'm not an educated people like other's. i'm not good enough . . . fall in love but I've been dump.
even that happen i still love her. till now.

today, i'm alone in my room. type the words.. and read others blog. kind like shit. but hey, i'm felt easy with this. my life not like other that can have sex, go have a party. go have a drink with friends, close friends, people in the big party. mmm.. i'm not like that. because i'm bored. i'm easy felt bored when i hangout in that crowded places. felt simple, and bored and lame.. and nerd..

in a week. 2 days have a class.. and another 5 days just sit back in my room.. kind like lame. but that's my life. mmm... i like read this blog. hanna nabiella.. miss always late.. that blog was really cute. lots of information.. and funny story. yea.. funny story..
i start like her but she already have someone. but its o.k.. she didn't know bout it anyway.
and will never know bout that..
in that blog, have the information bout how make money using the blog. the facebook and so on..
i try. but nothing.. . . hmm.. maybe there's no luck..

really bored rite now.. hmm