nanana

the current issue.
the latest bout people surround me.
im just felt that people always look at me. i don't know. why. . .
im didn't scared bout that but hey, why?
don't they think that it make me felt awkward. and think what wrong with me.? what wrong with them..?
until now i still wonder why people look at me.. mmm..

recently, i always think bout future. why i must in this situation .
i start realize, that day by day. life getting tough. getting hard from day to day.
people now day look at the bright people. like me... there's nothing at me..
i'm not an educated people like other's. i'm not good enough . . . fall in love but I've been dump.
even that happen i still love her. till now.

today, i'm alone in my room. type the words.. and read others blog. kind like shit. but hey, i'm felt easy with this. my life not like other that can have sex, go have a party. go have a drink with friends, close friends, people in the big party. mmm.. i'm not like that. because i'm bored. i'm easy felt bored when i hangout in that crowded places. felt simple, and bored and lame.. and nerd..

in a week. 2 days have a class.. and another 5 days just sit back in my room.. kind like lame. but that's my life. mmm... i like read this blog. hanna nabiella.. miss always late.. that blog was really cute. lots of information.. and funny story. yea.. funny story..
i start like her but she already have someone. but its o.k.. she didn't know bout it anyway.
and will never know bout that..
in that blog, have the information bout how make money using the blog. the facebook and so on..
i try. but nothing.. . . hmm.. maybe there's no luck..

really bored rite now.. hmm

the king's speech. . .

today entry is about king. that are stammer. I've already watch it many time and still i watch it.

there is no feel bored when i watch this movie. learn their language, learn the way they talk. learn culture.

learn about other country that still use monarchy as their administration system. and lots of thing.

let me tell a little bit bout this story. short.

 the king's speech.

the story about king george VI. his majesty was a stammer. lot's of people expect he can speech well like his father king george V. when 

i watch this movie. make me realize that even royal family has its own feebleness. and make me think. 

why everyone want he became the king. i watch it and learn to understand every words, every scene and every chapter.

part that i love the most is when the king and the men behind of the king( Lionel Logue) talk. before that his majesty wife go find Lionel Logue to cure her husband duke of york (king george VI). Lionel Logue interview his king. the king was really mad when Lionel Logue ask about his majesty personal matter. the word's 'i'm not here to discuss personal matter '. Lionel Logue said, 'then why are you here?'. the king mad 'because im bloody stammer!'

even king need help. i thought king didn't need any help because everything can get. 

everything can be done. simply by just ask. 

its the most superb and marvelous story that i ever see before. 

the king learn to push him self and speak to their people to stand and pray to strive and achieve the victory. 

in world war 2 by Lionel Logue help. at the end of story. his majesty king george VI and Lionel Logue become friends. 

'king george VI made Lionel Logue a commander of the royal victorian order in 1944'

                                                                                       the king's speech_

for those who still not watch this movie.i recommend you to try watch this movie. this movie can open your eyes. 

make you realize something. 'maybe' . . . .  and perhaps maybe can make your english more better ^_^