today

let me think first. zzzzz... many thing play in my head rite now. 

i know, it's hard to explain it. but let's face it. it play in my head like a song.

im 22 year's old. and i know it's hard to believe, i'm getting old and old rite now. today is not my birthday.

weird rite. it's random. i can post anything what i want. what's play in my head i post it in blog. it can be an hour type a new entry. 

i look at my face. it's really eerrr.. i need to see a doctor rite now. but never mind. i can go see the doctor tomorrow or maybe later. it's hard for me to except the truth that i'm single again. maybe because i'm poor. lot's of disadvantage and weakness. everybody have their own weakness but..... maybe level of my weakness are more than others. 

let's face it. there is no happiness. there is no happily ever after. because why? because in this life. one thing that we need to except is everyday we face the next test of life. today we laugh, maybe next day we cry. we always cry. we try to laugh everyday. we try but in our daily life. problem always with us. accept it. 

i want be successful people i want that. i try and want to prove it. people always underestimate  me. because im not good in academic. hmm.. people look at me like a people who does'n have future. hmm.. 

tonight im busted.